It's been 4 years since you left us, I was luck to be with you as you left us. I couldn't tell you how much we loved you as you wouldn't hear me as you left. I hope you recognise how hard it was for me saying it was OK to go was but you didn't need any more pain. I loved you so much my mother, despite all the "issues" in the last years. I can only hope that on the other side you and Dad are happy and together xx

It's been a busy year and recently even more so but every single day I think of you and Dad, it feels difficult to keep your contribution to history alive, but every so often there is something that sings! Just hope that you're enjoying the reunion and the togetherness on the other side.

Still doesn't feel real, still think I can pick up the phone and call you as the last year was just that. Our brief hello's through the glass in reception linger in my mind, especially on your birthday and Christmas. So much has come to light since you've passed over, details that would have made more sense of your wellbeing. So wish we'd known the situation and why was it kept from us. In essence wish our last days could have been closer and miss even the distance talking we did. Hope the 19th hole with Dad is fun. Ian XX